11/6/13-Today I was supposed to have my first session with my new therapist, however I had a sort of break down and could not go. I don't feel like recovering. I feel to fat to need help!
12/6/13-Went shopping with my mum today. I decided to try on a pair of UK size 4 shorts. They were too tight and I was so upset as they would have fitted Pre-recovery. I was in tears in the changing room and my mum didn't even try to reassure me in any way. I then started looking at my back and there was so much fat on it, it looked disguising and my mums response "Do some exercise" I feel so bad at the moment I have been restricting today and I'm going to continue to do so. I want to be thin even if that means being underweight! I WILL BE THIN! relapse here I come!
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