My Eating Disorder & Recovery

For a while now I have been considering making YouTube videos but I feel far too grotesque to upload videos of myself online. However, I wanted to have a space where I could express my feelings and hopefully help others who have Eating disorders or any other mental health issues. I have been suffering with an eating disorder from the age of 15 and after reaching my lowest weight during last winter I had no choice but to get help and was Diagnosed in January of this year. Although I am "Weight restored" Mentally I am nowhere near recovered yet, however I am fighting really hard to recover!